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I had BFP on home test, but levels were low on blood test. I have had what they call a chemical pregnancy before, but hcg was around 3 not positive. Now level is 13 and progesterone is low as well. RE is having me take progesterone, but he says it's probably just a chemical preg, and progesterone is low because my period is coming. I am now day 30 of cycle. Has anyone else ever had a low hcg in the beginning and had a good outcome? I am praying for a MIRACLE and want to prove everyone wrong!! Doc says if hcg is 100 by Mon, then it would be a keeper.

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My second loss was hard for me because me and my fiance saw it differently I seen it as my child ,my baby ,my son and he saw it as a clump of cells. It really hurt me that he couldnt understand and feel the pain I was feeling. I can only tell you from my own experience that only time will dull the pain. And hope for the future is what will carry you through hard times. You'll be in my prayers hun.
Hon I'm so sorry for all of this :( It's hard to go through something as rough as that and it's even harder to deal with people who are insensitive to it. You have every right to grieve and don't feel guilty for it.

I hope the Lupron works for you, I was just diagnosed with Endo and my doctor said that I hopefully won't have to go that route yet. Just had my first Lap.
Thank you so much. I am so sorry to hear that you have endo. What can I say, it sucks. I have been dodging the Lupron bullet for a couple of years now, but I guees it's time to have to bite that bullet. I just pray that it is not as bad as they say.

As for the insensitive comments they just keep coming. The RE doc said this was an early miscarriage. This a.m. my sister informs me that technically it wasn't a miscarriage. Everyone around me is refusing to see that I was pregnant if only for a short 5 weeks, and they refuse to let me grieve. I am so angry right now. Then as so many of you know it the big "M-day" weekend. I just want to crawl in a hole and disappear.

I suggested to my unsympathetic husband, that we just skip the traditional mother's day stuff and go and do something together, just the two of us. This a.m. he comes in and asks me if I am going to his Mom's with him tomorrow. I sharply replied "NO" end of story.
That's terrible hon, I'm really sorry. I had a lot of friends leave Mother's Day comments on my myspace because they know how hard it is for a woman with infertility, especially when you've suffered a mc, and my DH was like "why are they leaving you comments, you're not a mother." I just glared at him. I have learned to just not talk to my RL friends about all of this and just grieve silently, or through my myspace. I vent to my online friends, and on places like this and it gives me the support I need.
Hey sharron,

Chin up sweetie, I have been there and know what you are feeling it sux and all you feel like doing is locking yourself in the house and not let anyone in or out.

You need to get back out there and i know it is harder then it sounds but i didn't and i spent 3 whole months by myself and became really depressed. this is the time where the friends that have been through it are your shoulder to cry on. they have been there let them support you.

Don't wait for your partner to make everything alright they are men and don't understand what we are going through unless we relate it to cars or something manley. they don't kow how it's not black and white.

That is what we are here for sweeite. anytime you need to talk you just buzz and we will be there. Okay you just remember that.

If it wasn't for this site and one other i would not have been able to get through it at least if you do lock yourself inside make sure your computer workes and get on here and blurt your heart out thats why we are all here.

FOR EACH OTHER...

we chook i hope you are feeling a little better remember if you feel good let me know if you feel bad make sure you let me know.

I'm here we're here

Chin up talk soon

Marsha
How you holding up girl? have you in my thoughts and prayers
Hey shannon,
How you feeling sweetie

Hope your feeling better.
Hey Marsha, thanks for checking in on me. I posted a new blog, even though my head is pounding, so if I mispelled anything or didn't complete a sentence, we will just blame it on LUPRON!! lol ;)
hope your feeling better today

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